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+Album: Songs for Sad Trolls
+Date: June 5, 2015 12:00:00
+Date Added: April 13, 2024
+URLs:
+- https://open.spotify.com/album/3OieT8H2spRakAR1rzq6SK
+- https://phemiec.bandcamp.com/album/songs-for-sad-trolls
+- https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLtJ3XTmKZunWovB49IjJEGm8lZVNJNxCq
+Artists:
+- PhemieC
+Cover Artists:
+- PhemieC
+Default Track Cover Artists:
+- PhemieC
+Art Tags:
+- Terezi
+Color: '#B3AFB0'
+Groups:
+- Fandom
+Commentary: |-
+    <i>PhemieC:</i>
+    Twelve songs about twelve kids with grey skin, orange horns and complicated destinies.
+
+    <i>PhemieC:</i> (Bandcamp album art)
+    <img src="media/misc/songs-for-sad-trolls.png" width="250">
+
+    <i>Jebb:</i> (Wiki editor)
+    All of the track art for this album has been taken from the SoundCloud uploads of the tracks.
+---
+Track: Made Of Death
+Duration: '3:22'
+URLs:
+- https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/made-of-death
+- https://open.spotify.com/track/7hEfSiAaA1J5sMeliMQRzg
+- https://phemiec.bandcamp.com/track/made-of-death
+- https://youtu.be/yMOJB52hCcs
+Art Tags:
+- Aradia
+- 'cw: corpse'
+Color: '#eb0000'
+Commentary: |-
+    <i>PhemieC:</i> ([SoundCloud commentary](https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/made-of-death))
+    Homestuck Filk. A rough, sort of weird Aradia fansong I had to get out of my head. Made with my voice. A lot of my voice.
+Lyrics: |-
+    (Tick, tock, tick, tock, tick, tock, tick, tock...)
+
+    I found a few spare milliseconds
+    I'm prepared to waste
+    I've been leaving copies of myself
+    Across paradox space
+
+    I've been a body with no soul
+    And a soul in metal cold
+    Please trust in what I tell you
+    Don't you know that I am made of time?
+
+    What a chorus line of corpses we've collected
+    At least we're good at one thing, I suppose
+    It's nice to feel excited once again
+    Let's throw the loveliest of human funerals
+
+    (Ahh...) I used to feel I stood for something
+    Then I just felt fine
+    I've fallen prey to feelings and
+    Emotions that weren't mine
+
+    I was never really gone at all
+    But you believed I was
+    So I'm sorry that I left
+    But I've returned to help our cause
+
+    In our story I do not narrate
+    I just fill in the margins
+    With bubbles, circles, shapes
+    Where we may place our fallen friends
+
+    Has it been years, or days
+    Or has it been a breath? (breath, breath)
+    I am made of time but
+    I am also made of death
+
+    Made of death
+    Made of death
+    Made of death
+    Made of (tick, tock, tick, tock...) death
+    Made of death
+    Made of death
+    Made of death
+    Made of death
+    Made of death
+    Made of death
+    Made of death
+---
+Track: Finally I've Flown
+Duration: '3:47'
+URLs:
+- https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/finally-ive-flown
+- https://open.spotify.com/track/1boe41RLrvZuP3Dh0yroFQ
+- https://phemiec.bandcamp.com/track/finally-ive-flown
+- https://youtu.be/iMNTfHPIYjE
+Art Tags:
+- Tavros
+Color: '#c36100'
+Commentary: |-
+    <i>PhemieC:</i> ([SoundCloud commentary](https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/finally-ive-flown))
+    Some depressing, spoilery Tavros filk with a little bit of Gamzee/Tavros thrown in.
+Lyrics: |-
+    Say that you believe in fairies
+    ‘Cause if you don’t I’ll never fly again
+    Falling down is not as scary
+    As never finding confidence to stand
+
+    And now I guess I’ll never know
+    I’m in Neverland forever, I never will grow old
+    And I’m leaving you lost boys and girls, alone
+    And finally I’ve flown
+
+    I’m a hero in a land of treasure
+    And a failure in a body that’s all wrong
+    I tried to measure up to this adventure
+    To fantasize and make believe I’m strong
+
+    But if I give my all and still amount to nothing in the end
+    Then I guess it was pretend
+    When I thought that I could help protect my friends
+    And with my lance I’ll charge into the morning
+    Look for me by the light of the second star
+
+    Ahh...
+    Ahh...
+
+    I used to feel so small and wary
+    But maybe growing up means many things
+    So say that you believe in fairies
+    'Cause really, they’re just miracles with wings
+
+    And if you miss me, let me go
+    You can kiss me but my body will eventually grow cold
+    But you can dream of me and I will let you know
+
+    That I am fine here
+    I am not alone
+    And I can fly here
+    Finally I’ve flown
+---
+Track: Double Time
+Directory: double-time-songs-for-sad-trolls
+Always Reference By Directory: true
+Duration: '4:22'
+URLs:
+- https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/double-time
+- https://open.spotify.com/track/6TfWU2pQpyCs0XQU78ZPsf
+- https://phemiec.bandcamp.com/track/double-time
+- https://youtu.be/0t-IB3wlREE
+Art Tags:
+- Sollux
+Color: '#a1a100'
+Commentary: |-
+    <i>PhemieC:</i> ([SoundCloud commentary](https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/double-time))
+    A Sollux Captor fansong with Sollux<3Aradia Undertones and some rather silly voice acting. More lighthearted than a lot of my other stuff.
+Lyrics: |-
+    (Heh, this is ridiculous)
+
+    One of me is my enemy
+    The other me is a pretty cool guy
+    But I haven’t seen him around lately
+    We don’t see eye to eye
+
+    There’s too much noise and too much spit
+    But I think I’ve got the hang of it
+    Or at least I thought I did
+    Until you up and kicked the bucket
+    (Wait! I mean… Oh, fuck it)
+
+    Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la, la, la-la-la-la
+    Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la, la, la-la-la-la
+    (Just get out of here, I'm trying to concentrate)
+
+    What do you see in him? What could I say
+    To convince you not to hop his way?
+    I’ve never been too good at the ebb and sway
+    Much prefer the electrical current
+
+    Bees are buzzing in my mind
+    That double-crossing and two-timing (Get it?)
+    Prospectors pan shifting through sand
+    Searching for a golden nugget
+
+    Little brains build little bridges trying to connect
+    But I’m already on the other side
+    You’d know a lot about that, right? I’m twice the man as he is
+    I’ll work for you double-time, would that be fine?
+
+    (C'mon, seriously?)
+    Of course it’s fine
+    (Okay, cut it out. That's it, I'm serious, no whistling—)
+
+    Primarily, I’m primary
+    Though some may say I’m incomplete
+    And should be in a jar
+    Label me “DO NOT EAT”
+
+    Hope has struck me in the face
+    And with his ace of clubs he's shoved me
+    Back into the race
+    'Cause second place still wins a trophy
+
+    I might have overheated, now remind me how I died
+    Was it my motherboard, or just my RAM?
+    Now I’ve found a player two in you, I’m glad I fried
+    I’m using every second that I can of double time
+    Double time
+    Double time
+
+    Double trouble bursting bubbles
+    (One of me is my enemy...)
+    Where you go I’ll follow
+    Hollow-eyed and now I’m fine
+    (The other me is a pretty cool guy...)
+    I’m only making up for lost time
+
+    Tick and tock and red and blue
+    (But I haven't seen him around lately...)
+    The colours and the sounds I never knew
+    When they were all I saw
+    (We don't see eye to eye...)
+    Now sightless-eyed and empty-jawed
+
+    Double trouble bursting bubbles
+    (There's too much noise and too much spit...)
+    Where you go I’ll follow
+    Hollow-eyed and now I’m fine
+    (But I think I've got the hang of it...)
+    I’m only making up for lost time
+
+    Tick and tock and red and blue
+    (Or at least I thought I did...)
+    The colours and the sounds I never knew
+    When they were all I saw
+    (Until you up and kicked the bucket...)
+    Now sightless-eyed and empty-jawed
+    [Outro]
+    Double time
+    (Oh geez... What is it now? Okay—)
+    Double time
+    (Here, give it over here. You're just making it worse. Don't bug me anymore unless it's an emergency, okay?)
+---
+Track: Friend, Leader.
+Duration: '4:46'
+URLs:
+- https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/friend-leader
+- https://open.spotify.com/track/4L1ATmMuhWTeDVkhYy6wRJ
+- https://phemiec.bandcamp.com/track/friend-leader
+- https://youtu.be/7VqZ__xHZlo
+Art Tags:
+- Karkat
+Color: '#ff2400'
+Commentary: |-
+    <i>PhemieC:</i> ([SoundCloud commentary](https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/friend-leader))
+    A Karkat Vantas Fansong, long awaited. It's basically about Karkat's perspective on Gamzee, Terezi and recent happenings in homestuck canon. Slightly spoiler.
+Lyrics: |-
+    There will be no soft sounds this time, no arms, not mine at least
+    Should've expected this, I guess, no "shh" can soothe your beast
+    And it was my problem once, that violence inside your eyes
+    Bright red and high with death and pie, and rage that never dies
+
+    And I used to blame myself, then I blamed everybody else, but never you
+    'Cause you were just a messed up kid
+    Who'd step in it, get scared and sit
+    And pray for goats and gods who would know what to forbid
+
+    And when you would reach out, well I'd run my big mean mouth and make it worse
+    And maybe I deserve that hurt
+    Destruction of my universe
+    So if you've gotta beat somebody up don't make it her
+
+    I'm sorry, I messed up, I'm not a leader anymore
+    I'm sorry, I messed up, I'm not a leader
+    Not a leader
+    Not a leader, friend
+
+    No more attempts to make you see, I tried, he succeeded, oh well
+    But what I can say to a girl who'd play with a noose of excuses until
+    Her big wicked grin disappears in the smoke, and crack goes the rope pulled true
+    I know enough about doubt and hating myself to tell that you now know it too
+
+    And I used to blame myself, then I blamed everybody else, including you
+    But you were perfect as you were
+    All angled out, a blinding blur
+    So bright and beautiful, and clever, yeah for sure
+
+    But when you would reach out, well I'd run my big mean mouth and make a mess
+    And now it's my turn to confess
+    I wasn't there, I didn't guess
+    That you were slipping, 'til you tripped right off the edge
+
+    I'm sorry I messed up, I'm not a leader anymore
+    I'm sorry I messed up, I'm not a leader, not a leader, not a leader
+    (I'm not a leader anymore, no more)
+
+    Said a thousand words but they never helped
+    I hid my scars from you out of shame
+    Took up the cause, yeah I took the helm
+    But I'm not the only one who's changed
+    I knew you first, I knew you best
+    I wish I'd stopped it way back then
+    When things were bad, but they still made sense
+    When we were kids, when we were friends
+
+    Friend Leader
+    Friend Leader
+    Friend Leader
+    Friend Leader
+---
+Track: Furever
+Duration: '3:53'
+URLs:
+- https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/furever
+- https://open.spotify.com/track/2zlfFo6FPofaGBRM7hgxuW
+- https://phemiec.bandcamp.com/track/furever
+- https://youtu.be/189zQRj_7HM
+Art Tags:
+- Nepeta
+- Equius
+- 'cw: blood'
+Color: '#588a00'
+Commentary: |-
+    <i>PhemieC:</i> ([SoundCloud commentary](https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/furever))
+    Nepeta Filk. Equal parts Nepeta♦Equius and Nepeta♥Karkat (It's not actually as depressing as the track art makes it look).
+    I sampled my cat meowing at the beginning :3
+Lyrics: |-
+    We all have got a role to play
+    The lioness she stalks her prey
+    He’s bleeding in the tall grass, unaware his thrashing makes him easier to follow
+    But when she gets him in her claws
+    She’ll invite him in because
+    Her cave is not a home without him, just a hole that is lonely and hollow
+
+    And can’t you see the writing on the wall is drawing us together?
+    It’s written there in soot and ash and blood and that’s furever
+    And so if you are terrified of what you hide, remember
+    That I’m still on your side and that’s furever, furever
+
+    We all have got a role to play
+    You'll be filling yours someday
+    And I'll be filling mine until then we’re killing time, hunting monsters in our minds
+    And when I see you standing strong
+    Pretending you don’t want to play along
+    I’ll never make you blue (make you pay) Tackle you into a pile to unwind
+
+    And can’t you see the writing on the wall is drawing us together?
+    It’s written there in soot and ash (soot and ash) and blood and that’s furever
+    And so if you have been denied, choke up your pride, remember
+    That I am on your side, and that’s furever, furever, furever
+
+    And I don’t have to argue, everybody knows you have issues, you lay your colors bare (in a manner of speaking)
+    I’ll be there when you finally decide to bare your heart, it’s the part I want to share
+
+    And I don’t have to argue, everybody knows you have issues, you wear them on your sleeves (so to speak)
+    I’m not a thief, the only jewels that I need are your diamonds, and I find them following (find them following)
+
+    The bows and arrows in your words
+    The words behind your broken teeth
+    The broken glass that’s under foot, and paw and hoof
+    The high and low, whatever nonsense you believe
+
+    The vast unknown laid out ahead
+    The tears and anger, good and bad
+    The big adventure still at hand, and paw and whiskers
+    Grey, blue, red, whatever, I will understand
+
+    And can't you see the writing on the wall is drawing us together?
+    We’re written there in soot and ash and blood and that’s furever
+    And so if I've been too discrete, let me repeat, remember
+    That I’m still on your side, and that’s furever, furever, furever
+---
+Track: Mary
+Directory: mary-songs-for-sad-trolls
+Always Reference By Directory: true
+Duration: '4:04'
+URLs:
+- https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/mary
+- https://open.spotify.com/track/1hwxFQPyZgOdBF2TXw3L0Q
+- https://phemiec.bandcamp.com/track/mary
+- https://youtu.be/27klCPedm48
+Art Tags:
+- Kanaya
+Color: '#008f48'
+Commentary: |-
+    <i>PhemieC:</i> ([SoundCloud commentary](https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/mary))
+    An echoic, atmospheric, mood-whiplashy Kanaya Fansong.
+Lyrics: |-
+    Look at all the many colors, so exquisitely embroidered
+    Delicately and precisely sewn into a line
+    Organized in harmony, relationships so intricate
+    How’d I ever come across a tapestry so fine?
+
+    But what is this?
+    You’re burning holes in my stitching
+    The colours bleeding into one big mess
+    Did you guess, I’d let this fabric fray?
+
+    I’m meddling with murderers who still deserve to pay for their insanity
+    And though I’m one of them, I’m rarest of my kind, for many fell but only I arose
+    It’s been so long since I’ve seen the sun, who’s to say if the colours have faded?
+    Locked away so long, now jaded, left only to decay
+
+    I’m Mary
+    I feel like Mary in this dress
+    I’m Mary
+
+    And virgin journeys lie before us, patient and inscrutable
+    There’s clouds of visions, crowds of villains, mulling in withdrawal
+    And who would make the sacrifice, who but I is suitable?
+    Who but the sharp dressed woman with a dull chainsaw?
+
+    I mean no insult, but I’m fed up
+    It’s my fault, gave you the go ahead
+    I’ve lost my way, my hopeful days
+    Are just as dead as I am
+
+    And failure on my part to intercede has now ironically
+    Or cosmically, like poetry, come in between our destiny
+    And us but now there’s nothing left and nobody to meddle with
+    To try and make it better, it’s unsettling, to mother nothing
+
+    Mightn’t I have seen this coming on the horizon?
+    Storms of green and orange, this world of monsters taking form
+    But no, it is my place to simply fade away like wind
+    Like someone else that I could name that shouldn’t have been born
+
+    Of Mary. I feel like Mary in this dress
+    I’m Mary and I’ve nothing to confess
+    But hear me, 'cause no-one else is left
+
+    I’m Mary
+    I’m Mary
+    I’m Mary
+    I’m Mary
+---
+Track: A Confession
+Duration: '4:13'
+URLs:
+- https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/a-confession
+- https://open.spotify.com/track/2ClJzPCB969SeBjlllCix1
+- https://phemiec.bandcamp.com/track/a-confession
+- https://youtu.be/ThhdNY1rLuQ
+Art Tags:
+- Terezi
+Color: '#008b8b'
+Commentary: |-
+    <i>PhemieC:</i> ([SoundCloud commentary](https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/a-confession))
+    Returning to my roots with some simple acoustic Scourge Sister filk from Terezi's POV.
+Lyrics: |-
+    You cause nothing but trouble wherever you burn
+    You’re the sunlight in my open eyes, but I won't go blind today
+    'Cause when liars lead minds with their wiles
+    And clever distractions, I see through them
+
+    And I’ve got experience dealing with repeat offenders
+    They swing from my branches, like unripened fruit, found wanting when weighed
+    With all of the evidence finally laid out in front of me, I can almost taste
+    A confession, a confession
+
+    So if the court would stay quiet for only a second
+    I’m pleased to make my case, and tell my story
+    But wait just a moment I’m passing a motion; I also am the judge, and the jury
+    You should worry, you should worry
+
+    Where are you leading us? All is malodorous evil
+    The reddest of herrings is wearing a worrying scent
+    You ask if I’m serious, why am I acting so gleeful?
+    What do I want? Should you rather abscond or repent?
+
+    Abscond or repent? Settle the score?
+    No lawyer needs a spider in their corner shredding documents for sport
+
+    Now, deciding your fate is no simple matter
+    Because part of me knows that I would miss you
+    But you’re so complicated, I couldn’t pin you down
+    And now you’re becoming an issue
+
+    Little thief on the run, I’m a witch hunt of one
+    And the very first question I’ll ask in your interrogation
+    Was all of it, everything, just one big game? And if so was it luck of the throw, your misrepresentation?
+    And subsequent incrimination, incrimination
+
+    While I was dreaming I learned a brand new way of seeing
+    From a fetus, a mother, but also a beast and a ghost
+    You ask if I’m kidding, you’re having a hard time believing
+    Am I villain or victim? Why can’t I be neither, or both?
+
+    Neither or both? It’s either/or
+    It’s not multiple choice, you stupid girl
+    Why don’t you break that magic eight ball, and give a coin a whirl
+    Give a coin a whirl
+
+    Give into the law
+    Confess, you silly girl
+---
+Track: An Apology
+Duration: '4:13'
+URLs:
+- https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/an-apology
+- https://open.spotify.com/track/244aZRNGpfb3SqfZIeXBbL
+- https://phemiec.bandcamp.com/track/an-apology
+- https://youtu.be/7HN6RzzFw1o
+Art Tags:
+- Vriska
+Color: '#3796c6'
+Commentary: |-
+    <i>PhemieC:</i> ([SoundCloud commentary](https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/an-apology))
+    A Vriska Fansong. Not much else to say.
+Lyrics: |-
+    Once upon a time a stutter disgusted me
+    Muttered distrust at me, pity you couldn't fly
+    I've only ever taken what's mine
+    So what if I help you, I'm helping myself, too?
+
+    Twice I got the wind knocked out of me, why?
+    Just to curl up and die? No, I've got too much pride
+    So I breathe it in then let it out slow
+    When I turn to go, find you trailing behind
+
+    I fought for every last inch that I got
+    Forgive me for leaving my spot
+    Not standing in wait while you finished the race
+    With those two broken legs you've got
+
+    One thing's for sure...
+    If I were you I never would have let it stop me
+    I never have before
+    And if you knew what I went through while trying to get through to you, you'd thank me!
+
+    You'd get down on one knee, no matter how much it hurt
+    And you would say "I'm sorry", but I would say it first...
+
+    Once, the two of us were eye for an eye
+    Now I've given up trying, how could I be so blind?
+    You'll never let me settle the score
+    To you I'm the scourge, not the the partner in crime
+
+    I fought for every last one of you schmucks!
+    I might as well have saved my luck
+    Not wasted it all on some shortsighted, know-it-all
+    So-called friends, you're not
+
+    One thing's for sure...
+    If I were you I never would have let it stop me
+    I never have before
+    And if you knew what I went through while trying to get through to you, you'd thank me!
+
+    You'd find me in a dream, on some uncharted map
+    And I would say I'm sorry, and you would want me back...
+
+    Once the world was just a web and a spider, and so was I
+    A liar in a dress of white
+---
+Track: Inherit Nothing
+Duration: '4:50'
+URLs:
+- https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/inherit-nothing
+- https://open.spotify.com/track/6kEw6gNYDjZp0hIXtkMADh
+- https://phemiec.bandcamp.com/track/inherit-nothing
+- https://youtu.be/B7bpv5xyrOY
+Art Tags:
+- Equius
+Color: '#487aef'
+Commentary: |-
+    <i>PhemieC:</i> ([SoundCloud commentary](https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/inherit-nothing))
+    Some experimental, sort of jazzy, rather dark Equius Filk. I recommend headphones for this one.
+Lyrics: |-
+    Little boy blue, don't you play too rough with your new toy
+    If you touch her, she'll break and her blood is so annoying
+    Don't you like to watch, much like a shadow lost in the shade?
+    Make her, you'll unmake her, but you'd rather be unmade
+
+    (Oh) It's not my place to interfere, my dear
+    (Oh, no) Will you embrace me and erase my fear?
+    (Woah) Wipe me out like a stain, with a grin I will hang from your string
+    And by your judgment of my merit I'll inherit nothing
+
+    Nothing is what I deserve
+    Nothing is what I have earned
+    If nothing is what you have chosen to give me
+    Then nothing is for what I yearn
+    Nothing lasts forever, nothing really matters
+    Nothing never breaks, busts, bends, rusts, upends or shatters
+
+    I've never had a weakness that couldn't be destroyed
+    And I've never had a sinful thought that couldn't be avoided
+    Control your temper, control your language, or anguish in languid soul
+    It's what you were born to do, but you'd rather be controlled
+
+    (Oh) I just presumed that you'd refuse me
+    (Oh, no) Excuse this common fool his crudity
+    (Woah) Break this wild horse, I will not fight, 'cause of course I would win (Of course I would win)
+    And I'd much rather give in and bear it all 'till I inherit nothing
+
+    Nothing is what I deserve
+    Nothing is what I have earned
+    If nothing is what you have chosen to give me
+    Then nothing is for what I yearn
+    Nothing lasts forever, nothing really matters
+    Nothing never breaks, busts, bends, rusts, upends or shatters
+
+    I must obey the order, for I've order to restore
+    Each circuit sends a signal to the process in the core
+    And if none of this means anything then what's my anger for?
+    I'd rather be most anything, the dirt under your heel my king
+    A peasant or a pauper, or a knight in shining armor
+    What's required of your noble steed? Through your direction I am freed
+    And neigh I say! I won't stand in the way of what you have decreed, for—
+
+    Nothing is what I deserve
+    Nothing is what I have earned
+    If nothing is what you have chosen to give me
+    Then nothing is for what I yearn
+    Nothing lasts forever, nothing really matters
+    Nothing never breaks and nothing never shatters
+---
+Track: Little Clown
+Duration: '3:29'
+URLs:
+- https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/little-clown
+- https://open.spotify.com/track/5YtpEd4hSwPN4YUn2js2Hr
+- https://phemiec.bandcamp.com/track/little-clown
+- https://youtu.be/5j9vIn59qqQ
+Art Tags:
+- Gamzee
+- Tavros
+- 'cw: corpse'
+- 'cw: blood'
+Color: '#a34bff'
+Commentary: |-
+    <i>PhemieC:</i> ([SoundCloud commentary](https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/little-clown))
+    Atmospheric Sober!Gamzee Homestuck filk. :) Enjoy. Also spoilers I guess?
+Lyrics: |-
+    What did you do, little clown?
+    From his neck the walls are bleeding brown
+    Soon the blue to follow, then the green
+    Last will be the brightest red you’ve seen
+    Brightest red you’ve ever seen
+
+    I rotted little holes in all my flaws
+    I and also I will be your gods
+    Tear down the lies, little trolls
+    Now I see the flaws I see the holes
+    I see the flaws I see the holes
+
+    Did you forget I was here?
+    Everything you never thought to fear
+    Did you mistake me for tame?
+    Brother, things will never be the same
+    Things will never be the same
+
+    I am the bard, I sing of rage
+    I sing of rage
+    I sing
+    I sang it to the heir, the rogue and page
+    The rogue and page
+    Page...
+    Page…
+---
+Track: Ugly Story
+Directory: ugly-story-songs-for-sad-trolls
+Originally Released As: track:ugly-story
+Duration: '3:19'
+URLs:
+- https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/ugly-story
+- https://open.spotify.com/track/4nbhJrsjUQ3QAOypDKnRQD
+- https://phemiec.bandcamp.com/track/ugly-story
+- https://youtu.be/Nbxu8jl_jVU
+Art Tags:
+- Eridan
+Color: '#db00db'
+Commentary: |-
+    <i>PhemieC:</i> ([SoundCloud commentary](https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/ugly-story))
+    Homestuck filk. An Eridan Ampora fansong I recorded with a sore throat and a headache, don't ask me why...but I kind of like the result.
+---
+Track: Save You
+Duration: '5:08'
+URLs:
+- https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/save-you
+- https://open.spotify.com/track/5n8DWRAxkSXyprzrCbmmQ4
+- https://phemiec.bandcamp.com/track/save-you
+- https://youtu.be/3YGM1euTS60
+Art Tags:
+- Feferi
+- Sollux
+- 'cw: corpse'
+- 'cw: blood'
+Color: '#e30072'
+Commentary: |-
+    <i>PhemieC:</i> ([SoundCloud commentary](https://soundcloud.com/hamsters/save-you))
+    Feferi Filk! My longest fansong yet! Very folky and mood-whiplash-y, so if it's too slow for you at first wait a bit. :)
+Lyrics: |-
+    There was a darkness, that soothed me, and raised me up to dream
+    In an abyss, those nightmares, they’re not what they seem
+    They whispered of a world they’d known
+    Where every child was their own
+    All the colours of an oil spill when moonlight hits the wave, I’ll save you all
+
+    You’ve seen all the things that I’ve seen, you’ve been all the places I’ve been, my friend
+    You know all the things that I know, well maybe not all but most so who cares? Who is better or worse than anyone?
+    I’ve made mistakes along the way, but who said things should stay the same? I don’t agree
+    The universe is filled with so “moray” new exciting things to see, for you and me
+
+    You don’t need saving, you can save yourself
+    You’re all so special from the inside out
+    Just take a second, look how far we’ve come
+    I bet if the nightmares could see me now they’d say well done
+
+    Well done, well done, well done daughter, daughter well done...
+
+    There was a darkness, that knew me, and raised me wild and strong
+    So hated, and so feared was she, though fearful most of all
+    She whispered of a hunger deep
+    And as old as the bones beneath her meat
+    All strange serenades and never sleeps yet never wakes, I’ll break your fall
+
+    You’ve done everything that you could, you feel like there’s something else you’re supposed to do
+    Who crossed that road, who burned that bridge, who fought that current and swam with the fish, was it you?
+    I’ve lost a friend, I’ve gained a friend, what’s a friend mean but a means to an end? I tried my best with
+    Everyone I’ve ever loved I'll outlive unless I can find where life inside me rests, it is my test
+
+    You don’t need saving, anymore, anymore
+    But I’m still waving from a not-so-distant shore
+    Just take a second, look at what you’ll start
+    I’m sorry that I couldn’t save you, from darkness inside your heart
+
+    Your heart, your heart, your hardened heart, friend…