[cw everything / ---]
* can't help the people that matter to me
* can't change anything
8 knows kindness for naught
* smart toward nothing
* focuses on things that don't matter
* cannot save
* cannot help
* cannot change
* cannot input
* barely able to listen
* not there when it matters
* hyperbolic
* self
* loathing
* as though a vent is healthy
* idle  still
* unlearning  no effort
* indulging  for  no  reason
*
* a clear mind
* with no direction
* on a tangential forward