9. 2026-02-12 / index / like a bird / like a leopard / like a lizard / like a petunia

GOOD THURSDAY MORNING this is thread. if you got paid today i hope you spend it all on licorice and crayons

the subject today is body accessorization and sexual identity and probably also gender. if you don't wanna read about those things then SCRAM! and if i don't actually write about any of them then believe you me yes i did

it's really funny writing to friends and knowing it's here to be public so you're also bringing in the context that you're not sure you HAVE truly opened up about to the whole wide world, and besides it's clearly on-topic, foundational, and just about anyone could hop in on this page without seeing anything else you've done before, and it could be the only thing they ever read about you, so you've just GOT to tell them what they need to know, you've got to be true to yourself, you've got to embrace it, you've got to show 'em what you want 'em to see, 'cuz this might be your one and only shot. yeah, oh yeah, it's a bit like exhibitionism

my name's lavender. im a lemur and a dragon. i live and bed with some of my closest friends, who all habit my head

im a member of a system, which means im not the only one who gets to pilot and dance our body. but when i do, it's my body. it's me.

so i make myself home! i gentull settull down. i put on a bra (oh dear) and tie up my tail (oh lord) and spread myself wide, taste that schlick 'cuz saliva and serum drive my neck all high, kick me back n make me swallow my own offering, huns, pride. want some?

phew. that was a lot lol

na'ah, for real. here's how it goes. each of us is pretty much a totally different animal person, we're furries in the flesh but the starting point for systemhood is seeing the physical world as the real world, looking at your body like it's their body and all just one body, you know? i bet if you're familiar with shapeshifters then you might know how this goes. there's so much about our body we can only change on such a long term, if we can even control it at all, that it distracts us from all the small things. stuff that's actually flexible

i don't wanna adapt my physical body to align with my inner self, 'cuz i don't wanna separate'm like that. i wanna share hallucination, the sort where you believe what i believe and all the sudden it's real. i wanna fix my eye on another level, i wanna see what all there is to see, and i wanna give us both the gifts to help us get there, together

my skin gets more like me every day. so i got this cool shawl thingy somethin' like a couple months ago, probably alongside my favorite feel-me-free tuck, and i was at front, and i took it to D'n'D. had worn it a couple times but maybe not around anyone just yet, stuff doesn't really become real to me until i show it off, and oh it's nice. i like it. last night i'm like alright let's do it. no idea where the inspiration comes from, probably i got tangled enough when i first tried it on, that's finally come unstuck cuz i can rule the world with this thing, and i slip it up my legs. it's got arms it's got a couple pretty big holes, reads like a skort to me. fits like one too

so alright i haven't got a clue how to keep it really on me yet, not when i walk, but oh! branch path! two truths! oh! oh, so it's my fluff, so it's most for me when i sleep n' when i sex, and i tell you i don't do either of those on my legs, na'ah. i do'em, do'm, dom on my back. call 'em haunches oh the tastiest part of me, they're all the attachment i need. oh! oh, but no, don't lie don't hide! it's not funny to wear it like sex then put it on my shoulders no it's true, but it's only true if someone knows, and don't i wanna tell? fits like a skort to me, drape it over me n'out, don't need no belt 'cuz the strap in my pants is true, it's all i need, it falls out comfortably. oh, oh, oh

phew. this is a lot lol

so you see i really like having a lot of fun with me. it's a nice little shape i get to form, i don't get "i" without "me" and you don't get "me" without "i", so when i hug n kiss n touch you, you feel i and i feel me

i wanna give my long standing applaud to my dear girlfriend fuckwolf everest gods damned whisper love-her-so, because i believe what i believe is sex comes from her, and so she taught me some of my favoritest truths about living in this world with you

and that'll do it for me. smell ya soon, take you with me and i'll take me with you

(title me like a bird like a leopard like a lizard like a petunia like a paper)