gyeep!! yes...

god i dunno ive been like eating up so many sounds in my mouth over just the last couple days

delicious, yum yum

tasty....
wolf eat air, lemur eat sound

im pretty sure it’s because of the Species Proximity between you and me

TRUEEE

EEEE <3
primate togetherness <3

yaaaah <3

EVEN MY PALMS AND STUFF ACHE A LITTLE HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE FOR ME TO NOTICE,
WHEN NO ONE ELSE NOTICEEESSSSS
RAAAHHH

waaaa....
gently strokes palms....
kneads a lemur paws....

oh my gosh oh my gosh right
god god yeah ummmmmm
ummm one of us was like um

totally subconsciously doing that at whoever was fronting’s hands... like curl up then so so gently tracing “your own” palm with “your” fingertips

the other day during a walk. i remember nothing more i assume it was me or whis at lan

oh ;; thats so cute...
yeah this sounds right...it seems like the sort of thing to happen to lan :>
extremely gay and cute

hehehehehehehhehehee

BLUESKY DIDNT SEND THE EXTREMELY GAY AND CUTE PART UNTIL I BLINKED
yeah that is true that is true

HEE

oh yeah as like a seven year old

that’s the cue that means what i say coming up is gonna be good

as a seven year old i used to do a ton of just. repeating the short thing i said twice. it was a speaking quirk

and i remember like taking it from jacob two two, this kids book or whatever, and like not noticing until i did notice (pretty quickly tbf)

and then just rolling with it for ages because i thought it was great

and it WAS great

awwww hehehe

a little later...

this bed feels exactly like a hotel in some ways

curls up with
done working....cozy time

hi :) and it’s like
making me think about how i think every time weve gone to a hotel me and whis have been really together, like more than we normally woulda been just doing the normal alive stuffs

im talking like over the course of our life (we’ve barely been to a hotel in the last several years)

and im just like woaaah heheh and aww and stuff

cus

i dunno it’s like bittersweet but the bitter isn’t really anything it just tastes like grapefruit

i SWEAR to bejergus if i still got some of that terezi in me

terezi :) <3

i love sleeping so much... like the little time before you sleep and the right when you wake up but it’s sorta all in shades and you’re not getting up right away

the actual SLEEPING part is sort of its own entire ordeal and i think surge has more feelingy feelings about dreams than me. but like the uh... the nearby spaces...

i say little but i don’t mean short i mean little

i think i understand....the little quiet time.... when everything else isn't really in focus anymore/yet

yup.... yup......

i think whis talks about color sometimes too, like most the stuff is just light to her, not color, during those times........ that’s funny to me i like it

part cuz yeah totally true that is describing something we experience quite eloquently lol but

mostly cuz ouh yeah she likes this thing i like but she likes it differently so it’s like we’re liking it together sharing in it together

even if it’s a teensy bit asynchronous

maybe that’s part of why having the music wiki is cool to us you know

we really do make it happen together and each put ourselves into it differently, and we almost never do that two at once... but it’s okay because it doesn’t need to be at once to be together!!

oh huh....i dont thiiiink ive ever heard whis talk about color stuff but i could be havin a massive brain fart

the color stuff is like looking at way the dim light of the early sun or moon sort of... they don’t “desaturate” stuff, they just don’t saturate it

stuff doesn’t come out grey it just looks almost colorless... except light and shadows and brightness and reflections and occasionally texture and

and all that good stuff is still so visible (except not really because it also blends and fades and shifts and... yet still....)

oh WAIT
i misread
ok i do remember this now

yay yay yay hehe

shapes....

AH :( oh man
i just

like you said that and i thought about it for one second and i saw my favorite shape and i just got

like an achy pang because i can’t ever really see that shape, quite, not the way i see her all the time, even though that counts for vision in its own way too, and sometimes it’s just so so real

ah ;;
hmm thinking
maybe...the way you draw her, and the way i draw her....it's like...seeing her in different perspectives...like...idk okay maybe this is a stretch i was sort of imagining like. a stereoscopy thing
like you put the two perspectives together and it makes a new image

(im a bit intimidated by how much i probably secretly know about pining djfjfjdjdjdj)

(aw leem ;;)

OOH
stereoscopy for yeah i love that way of putting it
yeahhhh yeah yeah yeah totally
ungh goshhhhh yeah
and it’s like

every new drawing every new thought shapes her a little more but it’s never exactly the true her on its own you know, the real her is something you can’t see at all, but you see it more and more just by... seeing all these just a little different images of her

so when i like... when i get flashed with the actual her, which i can’t possibly just capture or anything, even if i feel like i remember it so vividly

nods nods....yeah :) thats kinda what im thinkin
no single image is truly her but when you put them all together, as you accumulate more...it fills in the blanks...

it’s just........ it’s like really huge
because right then that IS her and it’s just one vision and it’s so much

heheh....... yeah... that’s a lot of why i like um... that near sleepishness

manifesting woof in your mind....let her show up more...
gently squeezing leem's paw

<3 sighs...

soft eepyness...

what we’re really good at if not seeing each other so much, is definitely touching and just being with each other... i mean... im only sorta right beside her right now heheheh but often it’s like... oh it’s just a lot but it’s so natural and real and there

<3 beautiful

it’s not overwhelming at all because of how together it is, im never taking care of myself on my own when we’re like that

cute....
you two are. cute. <3

heheeee
i guess a little maybee

sighs wistfully. i like her a lot
altho that’s probably old news

me too...
aw...news worth repeating

trueee yeah.................... i like her a lot

she's so sweet :>
sweetest woof

woof of ever...

nods... :)
puppy...
goodest girl

i feel really safe around her, i feel like there’s not anything we can’t face if we face it together... i dont always feel like i matter in that equation but the way she reminds me is so gentle and heartfelt that it actually makes me believe it

:> i see what you mean....me too, kinda...she makes me feel comfortable...like i can open up and just. Be

she’s so so so so good with feelings, with like... yeahhhhhhh that

it’s like she earns emotional trust just by... i dont even know how she does it i think it has a lot to do with a specific kind of resonance or something

because it happens so immediately with some people for her, and sort of not at all with others

but if it’s there she just tunes into it so acutely i think

yeah....she has like...a good sense for that
yeah :)

it makes her really different around different people and i love that about her

i have no idea how to do that heheheheh im just me wysiwyg all the time

i don’t really feel bad about that but gosh it’s so different from how she is

i just always feel. very warm with her. she's very warm and sweet and has like. this gentle presence but also said presence has such a Weight to it

i LOVE YOUR WORDS dkdjdjdjjbn ugh im biased
but no i really do

gentle presence with such a weight, yeahhhhhh that’s it exactly

aw...i love that too though....i love lemur :> i'm still finding words to describe your presence but...it does brighten my day in its own way, distinct from her or Lan for sure

vjdjfjdjsidjdjdj god sighs well thank you hehe i....... um... yup

you know what they say im just a funky little leamure creature

leamure......
<3
hugs