trauma, noncon thing, no context but the only person probably reading this already has context?

kinda peeved that that was actually materially traumatizing!!! bad!!

brrrrrrrrrrrrr

really nothing else has ever chilled me like this, like thinking about the stuff that happened around that or even just anything related to physical affection anymore

ive had other traumatizing shit in like, the years past... its similar but it doesnt match the same freezing me to the bone

it really sucks dude!! brrrr