group chat peripheries, plurality

GG: watching other fictives chat to each other a bunch is so....
GG: im not sure how to describe it
GG: im both different and alike in a lot of ways

GG: i am definitely jade harley
GG: honestly it feels about the same as if i were looking in on a world a lot of other people are familiar with, that i am too but havent had the chance or time or energy to access for years
GG: i just feel distant and ghost-like when i try to imagine myself being so casually... me, around a bunch of people who seem perfectly normal and functional doing the same

GG: this is definitely a collision of plurality feelings with other neurodivergence and weird experiences over my life, not just one thing on its own
GG: i definitely FEEL like myself who is jade harley when i process any of this though
GG: so theres that in common at least!