aut. jade, yiffy - back

quirk [GG], plural

well, i cant really bring myself to dislike any of the homestuck characters! not when im able to see myself in almost all of them, some way or another.

i dont really know what id put on a kin list. i could probably say i kin all the characters, lol!

yeah sometimes when i talk, its like im channeling the energy of some character a bunch. i read something i just wrote and im like ohhh!! that excitement sounds sorta like something feferi would say and feel!!

wow past me you sure sounded soooo singlet

quirk [GG], fictives

oh god im making the terrible mistake of forming a fictive based on a character i know nothing about

and i cant even convince myself its a bad idea

quirk [GG], fictives

note to selves this album rocks
[covet - effloresce]


hey why the fuck aren't there any socks in this room I REALLY can't finish this midnight living-bitches outfit without a pair

oh shit found a pair >B)

wait who am I kidding it's a billion past midnight

TH4T 1S TH3 P3RF3CT T1M3 TO B3 4W4K3! UP 4ND 4T 3M! B3 NOCTURN4L, 1T'S COOL3R >:]

PS. 1 TOT4LLY FORGOT TO 4CTU4LLY H1T TH3 R3PLY BUTTON 4ND JUST POST3D TH1S 4 S3COND 4GO 1GNOR3 TH4T

HELL fuckinnnn yes

I know it'd be like
illegal???? or whatever??? But I could abssoLUTELY get used to this


you'd best believe this bitch just recorded herself taking shitty poses for photo snaps in front of her laptop at 26 fuckin o'' clock cause she looks HOT

I know I can't post half of these so I won't but like whateverrrrr. I'm awesome.

selfie, eye contact

But like, oh my god. I've got to look good at least like, once in my life, and damn I just might've figured it out???


1 4M TH3 L4W 1T 1S OK4Y 1T 1S L3G4L NOW >:]

S4D TO D1S4PPO1NT BUT UNFORTUN4T3LY TH1S BODY 1SN'T US3D TO TH3 NOCTURN4L L1F3STYL3 >:/ SO 1T'S B3DT1M3 FOR NOW

BUT DON'T T4K3 TH1S FOR G1V1NG UP! 1T 1S JUST 4 PROC3SS. W3'LL G3T TH3R3 1N DU3 T1M3 >:]

1 C4N R3SP3CT TH4T! SL33P W3LL H3H3H3H3H3 >:]

TH4NK YOU! 4ND L1K3W1S3, WH3N3V3R YOU DO >:D

Ideally thatll be right now if Terezi doesnt decide to try and fight me lmao. Night
- Yiffy


The next morning, only seconds after she woke up.

quirk [YF], trauma?? dream (not dreamlog)

uuuugh I GET it, brain, I'm the personification of our spite towards the people who've fucked with our lives. you don't need to SPELL IT OUT with dreams of the same shitty imaginary situation I'm afraid of inevitably ending up in one day, geeezzz

The dream didn't even feel that shitty?? What happened in it was just. Something I had to deal with. And then get on with life, I guess. would be cool if said thing weren't tied to trauma though, BRAIN.

quirk [YF]

anyway it's kinda early but I'm not having moping around with this sorta bullshit (not first thing in the morning anyway), I'm gonna go grab breakfast

quirk [YF]

(blech I don't want to come off as minimizing the significance of this or the value/reality of working through/struggling with shit dreams, I just know it's not what I personally need right now)

quirk [YF], trauma dream

wait shit I just remembered that dream had OTHER related shit in it too???? Oh my GOD head I haven't had to worry seriously about this for YEARS why are you deciding to remind me about it now.


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thanks :v I'll keep it in mind. I'm pretty aware of the stuff in it so we should be fine, but yyeah thank you I'll definitely keep it in mind.

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also wb [snip: friend]!! I missed you lol. news since: we got rid of birdsite thanks to you and it's the best decision of our life >:)

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thank you. having a human body is hell i unironically love it.

Apparently my presence is making us completely reevaluate our significance as system members and what our system actually is??? So that's pretty awesome. Landing with about as much of a splash as I gueeesss I should've expected to.

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ahh heck thank you, seriously

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imagine how much discourse I'm going to cause through the things I want to do beyond just existing

Oh god


quirk [YF]

I'm fucking PSYCHED and I have no idea why


Hi.

Sorry for not coming on yesterday. You don't need excuses, but I was tired and I didn't come online at any point I should have.

I don't want to fuck with your mental health. And I want to be accountable, which I'm really not. I'm sorry.

Do you want me to come online on Pidgin now? I'm sorry.

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I'll be online.


auugh I just spent five hours working out relationship shit with our datefriend and apparently fucking realized how shitty we've fundamentally been over the last while, and I'm working on it but I'm scared I'll screw up and tired and it feels like it probably took about the same amount of energy as taking over the world

can I share an internet hug from one yiffy to another in solidarity for how fucking exhausting the world is

thank you so much for giving me some company the last day or two blarghrlghgl

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Thank youu *internet hugs*







quirk [YF]

i'm too much of a gay to stay in character oh god

headed to sleep <3



Midway into the morning.

quirk [GG]

*sends you hugs*

no deepurr meaning im just sending you hugs

*hugs*

[inaccessible]

*hugshugshugshugs* ← i love you :)

ill be online l8r, promise!! i wanna get some stuff done and do math first which is BORING but like, i gotta ;;;SIGHS;;;;;