Three moons, Starflight.
Arrrgh. This is so wrong!
Why does it have to be complicated?
I'm not okay with it. I'm not.
So why do I feel so mixed up?
So that's why he treated me like I was special.
That's why he worried about me.
I could have seen it coming.
If I had different scales... If I weren't always nice...
He liked what he saw, and treated me special.
I guess that's all there is to love.
Brother. That's all I thought he was.
Maybe that's still what he is, to me.
But I thought I was his sister.
I'm not really his sister, am I?
If that's right, and I don't love him the way he loves me...
Am I just... nobody?
Friends — that's it, right?
I can still be his friend.
I hope he doesn't feel betrayed.
I don't like worrying how people feel about me.
I'm just Sunny. Isn't that enough?
I don't betray. I don't hurt. That's not me.
Why does feeling differently make me someone I'm not?
Doesn't Sunny get to have her own feelings, too?
Wait. It's not all that simple.
I can't get caught up feeling gloomy.
My friends care about me. That's true.
Starflight cares about me. Now I'm seeing how true.
That's okay. I care about my friends. Starflight, too.
Alright. He likes me a lot. That's okay.
Enough to want to stay with me forever.
Every dragon wants to stay with someone.
Enough to want — eggs, with me. Okay.
Every dragon wants eggs with someone.
Right?
I wish it weren't so messy.
I like him. I like all my friends, but...
I don't know. Someday I'll want a dragonet.
I know he doesn't think I'm just a mate.
But why would he — oh, I can't help this.
Why do I feel so useless?
Everything is so scary.
I don't want to stay with anyone forever.
I don't want to find out I'm too scared for eggs.
I don't like Starflight as much as he likes me.
But... I do like him. And I think I'm just different.
I'll probably never be truly in love with anyone.
I sort of want him to be like me. Then it'd be easier.
But I'm just... weird. Mostly, I want him to understand me.
I don't want him to feel as though he has to hide his feelings for my sake.
I don't want to hide my feelings for his sake, either.
I want him to keep loving me however he does...
Even if the ways I love him aren't quite the same.
I hope he understands.